Wednesday, 29 August 2007

catching the virus -1

I am going through a dry period in my sex life. I don't blame my partner or even myself, it's just one these things that happens sometimes. As a result wanking has moved right up the priority list. It's always been there but has taken priority right now. in fact it's my favourite thing to do.

I have always considered masturbation and sex as being complimentary pleasures but in a sense separate, almost not related. I have masturbated since the age of 11 and continued through all the relationships I have enjoyed. It does n't replace love making, far from it, it enhances it. I feel comfortable masturbating in front of (with) my missus , but she is not comfortable with i so it remains a private matter currently.
I love the way the desire to wank (the wanking virus) slowly builds up over time between orgasm sessions. Sometimes wanking makes me hornier afterwards, at other times, it slays the virus for days. The virus can return to catch me unawares at the most unexpected times. Often the virus attacks after a period of concentration or focus, a business meeting, a business trip, whatever, reading a passage from a book, seeing a pretty girl, watching my wife undress, pictures in a magazine and yes of course, blogging, top shelf mags, dvd's, underwear, or even women's shoes , a beutiful girl walking along the road, a day out at the beach and hundreds of other things. At other times it forms stealthily and gradually over time (never longer than about 3 days). Once the virus is operating, there is only one possible conclusion, as many orgasms as possible - yes, I am a fortunate male that can have multiple orgasms and multiple emissions!! -- until there is only left the rawness of a spunk free climax with every tube and gland emptied.
Once the virus has reared it's head, as it were, then I am operating in a hightened consiousness. It's just a question of time, Do I have a hurried furtive shuffle at work, do I wait for the comfort of my own home, do I beg my wife for sex, do I have a "long shower", do i use "professional services"? Do I wait until I have a decent amount of time put aside on my own or do I sacrifice comfort over my growing need to bang one out.
At the moment I am settling for the once a night quick session in our bedroom while my partner is elsewhere using her knickers to speed things a little from the washing basket. The problem with a quick once a day is the cycle is too small and needs daily repeats.
What is my break out??

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